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I just read my entry from 2006/08/31. Damn. Yeah, I thought the call centre was bad but the food service business where I went was worse. It was just as stressful and actually let me see an even greater display of humans acting like assholes. I even started to drink so I could get to sleep at night. I didn't want it to come to that but when you're lying awake at 2 am with your mind racing, hating the idea of where you have to go the next day, knowing if you don't fall asleep it will be even worse, and that the last two tranquilizers you've been saving for months should only be used in case of an extreme panic attack...well, then you go with the alcohol.

Anyway, I'm not there anymore. What a marvellous Christmas present to me. Thank God. But I go to another place to serve food soon. It seems to be less horrible but only time is going to see that out. Will this ever end? Am I being transformed into some kind of customer service robot, my mind constantly screaming in frustration inside my skull?

"I believe I can see the future,
Cause I repeat the same routine.
I think I used to have a purpose,
Then again, that might have been a dream."

- Everyday Is Exactly The Same- Nine Inch Nails